PhD:Designing for Ambivalence


I have recently completed a practice-based PhD at Goldsmiths, University of London.

My research, called Designing for Ambivalence: a designer’s research into the role of smartphones for mothers and young children, investigated the role of smartphones during the care of young children, focussing on situations of mothers who have the primary role of childcare.

Informed by critical design and feminist psychoanalysis, the work involved a series of suggestive designs that I used as conversational probes in tailored events with participants and at public events. I used these experiments to explore ambivalent attitudes towards uses of smartphones during childcare and, more generally, towards the role of technology in family life. My supervisors were Professors Bill Gaver and Janis Jefferies. My viva examiners were Professors Jayne Wallace and Les Back.

During the trajectory of the research, I developed a series of experimental and critical design proposals that give form to behaviours brought by smartphones in the childrearing task. The development of these proposals formed the first stage of exploration in this research. A second stage took place in the encounters between people and the designs. At times producing both attraction and rejection, the design proposals helped me engage in conversation with others about practices, often private, that are ridden with ambivalence and guilt.

The research is an example of the possibilities for design to expose unintended uses of technology, to challenge conventional user portrayals by depicting mothers as complex users, and to explore potentials for change.

Two grants from the EPSRC Balance Network, have allowed me to run design led workshop sessions as part of my research. Material Desires explored the management of home and work identities. Conversation Pieces explored the complex role of smartphones during childcare. These design activities became core elements in my investigation.

I have also received a grant from the Foundation Scotland’s Fran Trust

I recently presented my work at the 2019 Research Through Design Conference at the Delft University of Technology.

I have shown my research artefacts at the V&A on the 11th November 2017, as part of their Digital Design Drop-in programme.

My work was on display at King’s College during October 2017, to coincide with the Anna Freud and Play Conference, held on 15/9/17.

My work was displayed at the Freud Museum London exhibition on Play and Psychoanalysis, during July and September 2017. You can see some of it here.

I have presented my work at the Freud Museum on the 9th August, 2017. Here is the link to this event.

I have presented my PhD work at the CHI 2017 Doctoral Consortium in Denver, Colorado in May 2017. You can read the paper here.

1. Ambivalent Objects

Ambivalent Objects are critical artefacts that suggest smartphones as pacifiers, evoking their intrusion into the world of mother and infant


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Herby is a phone on wheels that gets irritated when used as a toy, protesting: ‘I am not a toy’ or ‘take me to your mum’

You can see this artefact in video here

3. Uncanny Pet

An Uncanny Pet uses the metaphor of a pet. The phone is put to sleep while it charges (it snores and is made temporarily unavailable). Suggesting sleep, a concept easily understood by young children, it invites both adult and child to take a break from the smartphone.



Multiple models, 2016. Cardboard, wood, phone handset, iPhone, Lego wheels, cord, cnc machined hard foam. These objects explored the role of the smartphone as tool/toy


Sketch exploration


Sketch exploration. the smartphone as surrogate


Sketch exploration. pet/toy


Sketch exploration. the smartphone as a mediator of needs between mother and child

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Sketch exploration – phone as tool/toy



Ambivalent Objects on display at the Freud Museum’s exhibition on Play and Psychoanalysis. London, Summer 2017


Displaying my research at the V&A digital design drop-in, November 11th 2017